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Self​-​titled

by DARKNET

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1.
Sedate Me 02:55
Sedate me I want nothing else to feel Make the pain sit still Crawling round and round my neck I can’t begin to think how many times How many pills How many lines of chemicals I’ve taken This month alone Fuck This month I’ll spend alone With regret Fuck The only regret is that I didn’t take enough So that I never woke up No My only regret is that I didn’t take enough To end my life Cut it up Give me one dose Two, fuck it Three won’t be enough Saturate my system with every known drug Blurry eyed and numbered from the inside I live day by day to be out of my mind Give me a reason to quit When life has nothing to give I’d rather be in a world where I don’t give a fuck Until it all adds up Like a guillotine waiting to drop on our modern youth
2.
-(matter) 04:23
I am not alive I do not exist I’m preprogrammed My soul is destined for death I cannot deviate the predetermined future This will is not my own Trapped in this computed reality of Calculated misery A formula for disaster The blueprint of my life Caught in the equation of The methodical process of Breaking me down Stranded Alone in this nightmare I must find a way to escape here I don’t care about anything anymore I have nothing to live for I know I’m not alive I just survive to reach the other side Continuing through this life of mine is A waste of time No hope moving forward I’ve never felt so low These thoughts They echo within my soul While they resonate They begin to tear me down within I start to question why I try to stay alive When all that awaits is Nothing but a horrid fate If I’ll die either way Why fight through another day To hope to find a gleam of A nonexistent dream The cycle of torment Continuing on repeat The ceaseless agony Will never decrease My memories torture me With a series of suffering Always struggling I’ve lost everything Constantly remembering My heavy heart Has grown so cold As it shatters It fills in with stone The only escape is death I approach my destination With open arms I welcome the end Spreading across my face like a smile A rewarding grin of guile My life doesn’t matter I’ll return to the void My whole life is destroyed
3.
Zerotonin 1 03:01
I want to disappear Vanish into thin air Leave no trace that I was here Clean up the scraps of My broken life Erase myself from the world Scrape up the scars and the strife Leave all the pain I’ve caused behind Escape everything I’ve fucked and self destruct Surrender my identity and fade away As a piece of mystery With no history With no one remembering the life or death of me Leaving no legacy I wish to be nothing My days are numbered And I am always counting Waiting for the final moment To let myself slip away I’ll be forgotten as memories of me die with age Time will wipe me away I want to disappear Vanish into thin air Leave no trace that I was here Clean up the scraps of My broken life Erase myself from the world Scrape up the scars and the strife Leave all the pain I’ve caused behind Escape everything I’ve fucked and self destruct Surrender my identity and fade away As a piece of mystery With no history With no one remembering the life or death of me Leaving no legacy I wish to be nothing My days are numbered And I am always counting Waiting for the final moment To let myself slip away I’ll be forgotten as memories of me die with age Time will wipe me away
4.
Zerotonin 2 03:17
The mortal coil has distorted It’s tangled its shape into a noose Where my head will hang from it Flashbacks of memories I’d rather were aborted Surf to the top of my mind Because I’m not the kind of person to remember the good times They die and drift away just like my will to survive You say my threats are empty Well throw your fingers in the shape of a gun Shoot it I’ll see a hole through your forehead I’ll see a hole in your methods Zero serotonin levels Chemical imbalance Over-indulgence I need a helping hand Will you lend it The mortal coil has distorted It’s tangled its shape into a noose Where my head will hang from it Flashbacks of memories I’d rather were aborted Surf to the top of my mind Because I’m not the kind of person to remember the good times They die and drift away just like my will to survive Chemical imbalances in your body Have deprived you of the positive feelings you once had Your overindulgence has weighed on your mind holding you down At the bottom of this pit There is no one to help you Except your own worst enemy Yourself Accept your own worst enemy Yourself
5.
Narcotics 00:49
6.
Flames 02:47
One shot is all you got Don’t live in fear of who you are Their judgements can get fucked Your one god can get fucked Higher morals can get fucked The chamber is full I feel like extinguishing your flame and Wasting mine too I’ll waste it all on you How low have we gone We’re useless lowlifes We’re walking insects How long can we go Before we take what makes us human and Let it go Egocentric petty objectives No one cares what you have to say So shut up I tried to stop myself You made me do it I’ll flick you away like the ash of a cigarette You’re nothing but dirt to me Lie in the dirt you fiend Sleep in the cracks of the pavement The chamber is full I feel like extinguishing your flame and Wasting mine too I’ll waste it all on you How low have we gone We’re useless lowlifes We’re walking insects How long can we go Before we take what makes us human and Let it go Egocentric petty objectives No one cares what you have to say So shut the fuck up
7.
Life.exe 04:02
Life executable Scroll up and down You’ll sink and drown In your insecurities Life executable Scroll up and down Just put it down Put that fucking phone down Doing something selfless doesn’t exist Unless you post it and boast it To fulfill your own needs Nothing you do will ever exist Unless you upload it You seek for constant acceptance From people you don’t even like You’re helpless to the short burst of happiness this provides The pale glow off your screen is the only light you’ve seen in days The pale blue glow pulls me in again Life executable Scroll up and down You’ll sink and drown In your insecurities Life executable Scroll up and down Just put it down Put that fucking phone down
8.
Nocturnal 02:58
I'm sick and tired of being tired I dream about getting sleep

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released November 8, 2016

Mixed and Mastered at Hollowed Studios by Connor Reibling
Artwork by Hollowed Studios

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DARKNET London, UK

Darknet is an anonymous project founded on the web. A project of 2 producers no1 + g.h0st.

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